is probably the hardest fucking job, ever. which is exactly why i haven’t been on here at all lately. my son is 3months old today. and EVVERRRYYYTHHHIINNNGGG has changed. i don’t go out anymore. i don’t have friends anymore. i don’t have the money to get new clothes or anything for myself at all. it all has to go towards my son. im ALWAYS tired and i’m always sleeping. my son hasn’t wanted me to hold him at all this week. all he ever wants is his grandmom, his grandpop, aunt sarah or his father. no mommy at all. and i just tried to give him this meds that my boyfriend got for him for his stomach problems….ugh we’ll see what happens. being a parent is the hardest job, ever and im only 19. i’m.only.nineteen.

has changed this year already, and it’s april.

shitcray.

I swear to god if I ever see you, it won’t be pretty. You’re throat is getting slit and your intestines will be lying right next to your corpse. You’re nothing but a dirty disgusting whore and a disgrace to the female race. Pray I never see you. 

#endofrant :D